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« on: September 19, 2008, 01:24:21 AM »
MAYBE I'm like being childish here.
So I date this guy for like a semi-decent amount of time. Like we were REALLY close. I was absolutely devastated when he broke it off a month or so ago. (and it was for REALLY dumb reasons, at least from my perspective.) Like I stopped eating. I stopped talking to a lot of people. It was just bad, until the last week or so. At some point during this I starting hanging out with another friend of mine who is gay and David, the ex, got mad at me saying that I "move on too fast" when all I was doing was hanging out with a long time friend.
So a few days ago I was talking to him and trying to figure out a real reason for him breaking it off, but he just kept saying that it wasn't right that we had had "relations" and that his parents were going to find out and that was going to go to hell for it and that he couldn't deal with us having a real relationship. Then I said we could try and start again and just do thing differently this time and not dive straight into the deep end. Then he bitched me out saying that "HE was still picking up the pieces and had been hard for him to see me when we ran into each other a few days prior."
I mean really, HE was picking up pieces when HE'S the one who broke MY heart!!! I was livid! Like I can't even put into comprehensible words how it made me feel. BUT that's not even the best of it yet. So THEN an hour or so ago I come to find that he got with one of my best friends NOT EVEN A WEEK after we broke up and has since broken up with her. I mean HONESTLY! I can't believe it!
1. I move on too fast, but it's OK for him to date RIGHT after we break up.
2. He's still picking up the pieces even though he broke my heart and has obviously moved don.
3. One of my BEST FRIENDS! I mean, I know it was a secretish him and I were dating because his family is Mormon, but poor Felicia! Like how is she supposed to know he's gay?!?!?! He just freaking hurt her!
4. I'm also kind of mad at her, because EVEN though she doesn't know he's gay she DID know that I liked him!
So basically I just want to know if I have a right to be mad and if anyone else has similar stories.
UGH! I'm like SOOOOO angry right now.